how your parents prevent you from going to boston

well this really pissed me off. perhaps in february or so i was ready to rush off to boston to see what all was there, and immediately my dad steps in and says dont go its raining / snowing. to me it was like, dude, i fucking know the road conditions, i have a sense of when its too rough to drive, and you're not the fucking boss of me any fucking more this's the key thing in this whole situation, im 23, and im geting told bullshit like this from my 60 something year old dad. fucking rediculous. shouldnt be happening. i mean like, this was my dream, my goal. and he just steps in and more or less hardcore presses me to agree with him. and the bottom line is he has not encouraged me since to go. not once has he said it was a good idea. ive already had about three or four different chapters of my life play out in ohio. im not really keen on having any further developments occur whilst in this geographic location. its racist, hostile, and destructive, much like drugs. druggies try to sell drugs upon other people, if they bring them in they do them, but if you compare the pictures, it really tells a tale. drugs destroy the body. i recently lined up two pictures of lauren, and itjust showed alot about the destructive nature of substance. and then think there were people who wanted this to happen to ME. and then i realize my parents are in a way peddling drugs too. they're peddling the addictive-thought that everything is fine and i should stay here until im physically destroyed. this is a fucking terrible thing and to me its heartbreaking that my parents would wish such a terrible fate upon me. in my life, ive got many barriers and difficulties. most all of them come from the result of my parents management of my life. i feel like its high time i managed it myself. so really, thats my intention. i'm fucking going to boston.